Pity

It was a cold foggy night
The look of pity
At my desperate eyes
Had me realize
That I'm just an echo
In what could have
 Very well been a reflection
 Of a man I think I am
 But am not.
I am sad, lonely and tired.
I don't know how to fill this void
This emptiness
It fills up with despair
With anger, with hate
My rationality has abandoned me
I have given up on love
I have rejected love
Be careful with a girl's heart
It is strong, resilient
And it has left me here
At this point
Alone
Cold
and hopeless.